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Name: Lars Thorge
Country: Germany
State: NRW
Birthday: 10/16/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Sports (Water Polo, Swimming, European Handball, Ping Pong, Biking, Chess), Computers (Programming Turbo Pascal/Delphi/Java/C/C++, Photoshop, Flash), Juggling (with Coach T)
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AIM:  ProfToc
ICQ:  122782375
Member Since:
4/15/2004
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| Hey! 
Merry Christmas... 
Since I just got out of school yesterday, I haven't had any time to
write a whole lot of mails and letters. Just don't give up on me!!! I'm
gonna keep in touch with you no matter what it takes. 
I think it's just not fair that we get out of school on December 23rd. I wish we could've gotten holidays earlier.
Anyways, I hope ya'll are doing great and having a wonderful Christmas
(even though I'm not able to spend it with u). Don't forget me.
Love & Miss u tons!
Thorge
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| Hey everybody!
Wow! First I didn't post anything at all, but now I'm posting two entries in ONE NIGHT! 
I'm just listening to music and asking myself: What makes good friends?
Is somebody who turns around and tells lies about me my friend?
What about somebody who makes fun of me, when I'm hanging out with him?
The guy who neither sticks to me, nor stands up for me or helps me in times of need.
What if I call somebody a lot, but he never calls me back or has time for me.
The one I can't talk to about anything that troubles or bothers me.
Are they my friends?
How many friends do I have then? 
What am I doing wrong? 
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| Hey ya'll!
I can't remember when I've felt this crappy the last time.  My life just
sucks big time.  I'm torn up between two groups of friends and I don't
really belong to any one. Do u see the frozen flower on the left?
That's how I feel - just frozen. Since I changed schools, I haven't
hung out with my friends from my old school that often. They complain
that I never call or hang with them. Well, I don't just wanna go to
school without knowing anybody or having any friends, so I started
hanging out with ppl from my new school. Unfortunatly, my old friends
hate the ppl from my new school, so every time I hang out with them,
they tell me what a looser I am for changing schools. It just brings me
down and I don't know what to do. Have those guys ever been my friends
anyways, making fun of me all the time - maybe not, but I do know them
better and I had been hanging out with them a lot before I went to the
US. They party a lot while my new friends rather do other things
(playing pool or watching movies). Why is my life all f***** up? 
Anyways, let's change the topic. I just came back from the b-day party
of one of the girls from my old school. It's so sad.
I've had a crush
on her for quite a while, but she has been so busy all the time - I
always thought that she would never have time for a boyfriend. In
addition, she has always placed high demands on the guys she likes, so
I'm not good enough for her. Well,
she has been dating another guy she met at her fitness studio for a
couple of weeks now. At least, she is happy now. That's the only thing
that matters - it doesn't make any difference how I feel. Maybe I
should have at least tried it, but I'm just too shy to do
anything. Sometimes, it's
so easy to get wasted and just forget all ur problems, but I didn't
wanna do that any more. I've been almost drunk the last two nights in a
row, but I know that drinking is no solution. What am I supposed to do?
That's it for now. Toodles!
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| Hey Everybody!
I hope that ya'll didn't stop checking my xanga just because I haven't been writing anything for a LOOOOOONG time. haha!
Actually, I didn't wanna post anything before I find a better
background or text color 'cause the background makes it hard to read
the text. Anyways, I decided to post a short message tonight to tell
ya'll that I'm still ALIVE.
I've just been so extremely busy.
School, swimming and practicing the piano takes up a lot of my time.
Since autumn holidays started October 16th, I have at least some more
free time. I would have swim practice twice a day, but I'm kinda a lazy
and don't go to all the practices. *lol*
Thank ya'll for ur e-mails and letters. I'm sorry that I haven't been
replying immediately... I'll reply to all the letters and e-mails in
the next days. I just want ya'll to know that I'm glad about every
e-mail and letter I get.
I will write more the next time!
Toodles! Love & Miss ya'll!
Hab euch alle lieb!
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